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Post by Amoroso on Mar 3, 2006 16:34:00 GMT
Gemstar, You undestand your "MR jammed -packed 12th" better than you realize with all the astrology and spiritual study!
Samina, Thanks for the reminder in your first paragraph that rest is often a springboard towards one's next steps. There is no such thing as "inactivity," but the true cyclic nature of Life which is so at odds with the "business" of modern living.
Blessings, Amoroso
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Post by gemstar on Mar 3, 2006 17:25:27 GMT
Hey, THANKS gals! Warm tears are perched on my eyelashes at the moment-just from reading your ENCOURAGING words of understanding!! Thank you so ever much... Amoroso-Thanks for your vote of confidence! I am not quite sure how you have deduced that I somehow may understand my 12h MR....I stare at it and search...searching for this hidden information....information I can feel but can not touch!! It is frustrating to feel the energy within....and wake up each day as if the decision is made! What decision? Ha,ha...like I feel content in some odd manner that the answers are waiting! Except, my emotions are reacting ahead of schedule!! Does this make sense at all?? My Neptune transit has been really instrumental in my understanding of Life's process. I have always sensed the rhythms and flows yet not ever put it into words. Astrological studies have opened the words and meanings for me...explanations that made sense finally! Samina-Your words resonated with me regarding a 'rest'. Because there are usually not too many opportunities in our lives to rest (until we get too old to do anything BUT!), it was a huge decision for me to take this time and I felt fortunate. It was truly needed for my Soul and Being and it raised my levels of awareness and comprehension of 'being connected' to everything we touch! My intutive perception leaped upwards to it's greatest heights ever! THAT alone has been really cool! Finding the 'peace' with this decision has been a tough part of this time. Pressure from those (mostly men) who felt I was being irresponsible by not working a typical 8-5 job (never mind I am totally financially self-sufficient and was not racking up the credit cards!). Then my breaking through the need to explain myself or identify myself with what the average man chooses. There have been lots of ignoring moments by me towards that inner-voice planted inside my mind by others (my Dad primarily)....and the need to continue to value my intuition as a guide became really clear! It has been the one thing in my Life that I have always had success 'believing in'-meaning, relying on it to push or pull me back in situations. Intuition is really powerful! Even if I can not see clearly, my stress increases when I lean too far in the wrong direction!! It is truly amazing.... I liked your idea of using my knowledge and experience to possibly create new career choices! Your take on tr Sat in my natal chart (now near my MC) makes me think further about the postiive possibilities the structure of Saturn might bring...and that it could still be successful, even if wrapped in a new cloak (form)!! Nice! Your Brainstorming ideas were great as well!! Homes are a great niche for me and lots of fun! It is something I naturally gravitate towards and I need to keep in mind that just because some people do not do well with it (realtors etc..), it doesn't mean I will not succeed either. All it takes is a unique individual to change around what others have walked away from....it is no different with music (as a parallel). Unique individuals come upon the scene with their own individual voices or ways of interpreting music that make us smile....Or sometimes it may be styles which were abandoned long ago and suddenly, a fresh face comes around who makes us take notice as this person adds their creative signature to a previous style!! Exploring this Mars Return has certainly helped me get more focused on ideas and being connected to the energy which I am feeling. After taking a much needed rest and now re-emerging, it feels quite exciting actually! Once I can grasp the proper direction and begin to walk on a new path, I will feel more grounded. Change is good and sometimes Life makes us take ownership of where we need to be for a time...then moves us onward! Oh...one additional comment - Amoroso, you last sentence was brilliant! So many people looked at my working for myself as near 'inactivity'. Sometimes weeks would pass idley and I would wonder if they were correct. Some totally negated my choice-and probably for more than the simple reason that it was a choice at odds with our concept of 'business' today! Great thought!! But in the end, truthfully, 99% whispered in my ear that they were jealous and wished they had the guts to take the risks I had. They too wanted to do something they loved...without the restrictions a modern-day job required. It was an interesting observation no doubt! Hugs- GemStar PS- Hey Kim, do you have any thoughts to add regarding how we all can use the energy of a Mars Return?? I would love to read your thoughts!!
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Post by samina on Mar 3, 2006 19:11:13 GMT
Gem, I admire your courage in choosing to believe in your intuition and inner guidance over the pressures received from more linear mindsets. It's tough to do, but more power to you! As one who tends to swing from deep rest to periods of intense productivity (major Taurus/Scorpio thing going on there) as well as lots of focused daily activity sequeing into periods of "drift" and "inactivity (huge Virgo/Pisces polarity, there), I'm totally understanding what you're talking about. In the moment, following your gut & following the intelligence of your own rhythm may seem mystifying and hard to justify to those that confront it. I don't ever bother entering into an argument or justification about that anymore, anyway... waste of time. But I know what one's "inner discussion" can be like when feeling the pressures from others. I figure that, wrong or not, I'll just be true to the impulses that seem to guide me. Sometimes it can feel like I'm going out on a very delicate limb (now is just such a time for me), but I do believe that the rewards outweigh the risks. Say, I took another look at your MR 12th... it looks to me like time spent alone, in retreat or preparation. Studies (Merc cnj Uranus -- note this is square Psyche!), recharging batteries, tuning into hidden vibes of some sort (from what you've said, I'd say of a "spiritual" sort, but are you musical at all? Definitely a "muse" sort of energy here). And you have a grand water trine (both by element & house!) involving your Sun, Moon, and Saturn (rooted by that important, grounding 4th-house Saturn!). I'd say that there's a time ahead that's eagerly beckoning for you to direct your energies into very interior realms. samina
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Post by gemstar on Mar 3, 2006 19:52:48 GMT
Hi Samina....Thank you for your thoughts. Oh dear----more time alone?? MR 12th....I feel I have spent far too much time alone over the past three years!! Aaarrrgghhhhh........I would say this is indicative of the past yet hopefully will not continue...I do not like being so hermit-like! Working by myself and for myself gets too lonely!!!!! My natal Gem Sun has nearly worn out my telephone these past years!!! ;D As I am not as well-versed on Psyche, the square to it by Merc conj Uranus means? I am lost here. Perhaps that 'muse' you are picking up on is my creative project of 20 years.....here lies another part of what has been happening inside me....a fantastic and life-changing Book series I want to write has been wanting to be written but there is a piece missing. (Parts have already been completed) Somehow, I feel that the answer will come in my dreams. (I have a lot of intuitive dreams!) So, maybe that creative writing force (which has been moderately dormant) is ready to come out! Again, here is where I get scattered with my choices....I have my list of things to do in my life and focusing on one at a time is a bit difficult for me. Thus-I can spin my wheels without ANYTHING reaching completion!! RE-Music A little over two years ago I began to take piano lessons again. I had not had lessons since I was 10yo and though I play decently, I wanted to improve my basics etc....so I have my lesson each week and my instructor has been incredible! She has brought my playing to new standards and higher dimensions!! So that part of Neptune transit has also played out as well! Simple pleasure for me and my favorite possession! With regard to the Grand Fire/water trine....and my energies possibly being focused on my inner realm? Well...I have done a good bit of that over the past three years.....Hmmmm.......what else......actually, the Book series has everything to do with connecting to the inner realm of each individual!! Each book contains a riddle to be solved.....inner realms and powers are discovered etc......it is a really cool concept and will be my gift to the world. It is something I KNOW I must do....YET, finding the inspiration to complete an entire book has been frustrating.....and in the meantime, I do need to address the income issue. My time of living on my savings is coming to a necessary change soon.....so, in order for me to reduce my stress, I will need to take things and tackle them one at a time based on priority. With the MR 12h housing the Sun in PIS, MR 4h Saturn in LEO and 8 h Moon in SAG, how do I tie in the 8th house?? I understand the hidden search with the Sun....grounding of home with Saturn....the Moon in 8th???....not sure how to add this in. Any thoughts?? Great insights!! Hugs- GemStar PS-I understand how you feel, whenever you venture out onto that delicate limb, the rewards usually do outweigh the risks.....it is simply a matter of well-thought Faith and Belief in yourself and your abilities!! You can make the guarantee of success happen if you want it! Yet, the fear of the 'risk not taken' is usually the bigger one for me...so you gotta walk out on the limb....and know that if it bends treacherously, you will still be standing.....even if you simply have to alter your balance a bit!! How do you see YOUR MR energies working with you on this?
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Post by samina on Mar 4, 2006 16:50:41 GMT
Bingo, Gem... your book! What a great channel for your MR energies! And the moon in the 8th is fabulous energy for that type of endeavor -- gives the ability to understand complex motivations, to vibe with the suspensefulness and the power issues and mysteries & riddles you described. The 12th doesn't necessarily mean "alone", but it deals with things unseen -- whether it's you that is unseen, or the inspiring or creative forces that are unseen, it depends on how you manifest it. Pulling inspiration & magic from other realms to pull your book together (the 12th house also has a consolidating quality, pulling diverse, hard-to-wrap-one's-mind-around elements together for final completion before projectory out into the world via the ASC). I think you hear your calling! I see that the energies in my MR chart support what I'm endeavoring to do right now, but I'm trying to actualy *execute* it, make it real. I'm gonna take a fresh look at my MR later today -- perhaps it will clue me into some additional inspiration to compel me forward a bit. Hugs to you! samina
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Post by lunariviera on Mar 8, 2006 9:34:10 GMT
Lunariviera, I hope you are still going to share your Mars return insights about your own chart. I've thought about you..... In light, Jade Hello Jade...I'm still here, alive and kicking! I haven't posted about my own chart because I've been enjoying reading everyone elses take on their own Mars Returns...I must admit, I'm a bit shy about my ability (or lack thereof) to read return charts as I have some difficulty relating them back to the natal (synastry isn't my strong suit just yet)....I'm still in the stage where I take one chart at a time in order to fully understand and absorb the nature of the planets in their respective houses and the aspects they subsequently make...it's like a puzzle that I find somewhat tricky and even more so when I'm dealing with two at once... There are a couple of things that strike me about my own Mars Return...namely the fact that my natal MC is now the asc (a 4 deg. orb)...obviously issues surrounding career and my place in the "world" are brought into focus during this cycle...I find Mars energy in general to be very difficult to access since it's sharp edges are blurred by my natal Neptune opposition (I have big trouble when it comes to "getting started")...the only time I feel "martian" is when I'm at work...I'll find myself in situations where I conduct myself like an Aries (my MC) and it's tremendously invigorating being able to tap into that colossal fiery and fiercly competent energy, otherwise, Mars is a stranger that I admire on the other side of the room... The other thing I noticed about my MR is that the Moon in that chart is exactly (to the degree) opposite my natal Moon...a lunar opposition...how that will play out is a mystery to me!...I'm just now getting into lunar returns, but I haven't arrived at the study of lunar oppositions just yet, so it's a foreign concept as of now...perhaps that's the point, I'll be experiencing new and exciting (possibly challenging) interactions with others (or one person in particular?)...maybe someone will be the catalyst for me to "feel" things in a new way and to see things from a different angle (180 degrees to be exact!)?!...Since my natal 10th house is brought to the 1st and my natal Moon is a resident of the 10th house, perhaps I'll finally "be" that person that others see me as?!... Mars in the MR chart is in the 2nd...so the primary energetic thrust will be towards issues involving finances and actively developing my self worth...another interesting thing I notice is that my natal Pluto falls in the 6th house of this chart, forming a grand air trine with MR Mars and Venus all in the earth houses, further emphasizing matters of money, work, and career (or drive/Mars, power/Pluto, and abundance/Venus?)...it could also relate to romance (fingers crossed)... Something I found particularly interesting is that my last Venus return had a 28 Libra asc, exactly opposite this MR asc...that will only be in effect for a short time since my next Venus return will occur at the end of July... At any rate, there's a lot for me to chew on and I haven't necessarily felt this MR energy just yet, although I have been thinking a lot about money and I definitely have been thinking about "career" and finding my proper place in the grand scheme of things... I just hope that I can tap into some dormant ambition that has been sorely lacking for me.... It's interesting that my natal Sun and my MR Sun are both in the 12th house...perhaps the answers reside within?! Thank you so much for thinking of me!!!...I look forward to any and all insights anyone might have!!! Everyone on this site is so terrifically astute, I'm really glad to be a part of this community! Natal Mars Return I love all this Mars in Gemini mental gymnastics...
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Post by Kim Falconer on Mar 8, 2006 23:04:09 GMT
Hi LunaR,
Perhaps those duplicated Sun's in the 12th house are talking about turning your Mars energy towards working 'behind the veil'. This can range from reading tarot, counselling trauma victims and working in rehabs or hospitals to fostering abandoned animals and going on meditation retreats! Somehow, you get to your own distinction by serving something greater.
Think also as Mars in the 2nd of the MR as a focus on what gives you Peace and Pleasure. What Action can you take to bring more of this into your life?
I see what you mean about N. Pluto completing the grand trine with MR Venus and Mars...that makes my eyes open wide too! I think you could meet quite a 'Flame' at work or through career pursuits. (didn't I mention this to you before in some context?)
I'm off to Uni now but will be back to see what others have to say!
Warmly, Kim
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Post by lunariviera on Mar 10, 2006 7:45:08 GMT
Hi LunaR, Perhaps those duplicated Sun's in the 12th house are talking about turning your Mars energy towards working 'behind the veil'. This can range from reading tarot, counselling trauma victims and working in rehabs or hospitals to fostering abandoned animals and going on meditation retreats! Somehow, you get to your own distinction by serving something greater. Think also as Mars in the 2nd of the MR as a focus on what gives you Peace and Pleasure. What Action can you take to bring more of this into your life? I see what you mean about N. Pluto completing the grand trine with MR Venus and Mars...that makes my eyes open wide too! I think you could meet quite a 'Flame' at work or through career pursuits. (didn't I mention this to you before in some context?) I'm off to Uni now but will be back to see what others have to say! Warmly, Kim Kim, Thanks so much for replying!!! This return chart reiterates many of the themes I've been dealing with the past few months...I love your interpretation of the Sun in the 12th (a placement I'm quite familiar with), many of my interests tend to pull me towards pursuits that are considered 'behind the veil', so that's certainly spot on...also, I love your delineation of Mars in the 2nd as relating that which brings me 'peace and pleasure'...nice! The thought of meeting a potential romantic interest at work is certainly an exciting prospect....I'll keep my eyes open for that...and yes, you have mentioned this as a possibility before! As always, I'm really grateful for your insights...it provides me with a lot of hope and much to look forward to!!! lunariviera
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Post by lunariviera on Mar 10, 2006 20:37:54 GMT
Hi Lunariviera, I was looking at your charts today. So interesting what Kim said about the two Suns in the 12th and how your natal MC is behind the veil. This seems to speak of "divine fire" to me since 28 Aries decanate is also in Pisces. Theres so much in your charts. It seems Saturn in your natal 2nd is a door way for Uranus in the MR. The opposing Moons on the 4th/10th axis also tie into MR 7th and your relationship with the divine in MR 12th. The Mars return speaks of your relationship with the divine as being drawn on through the MR 10th/11th. As a transit chart, perhaps the MR 10th/11th in natal 7th is about the journey of this relationship. There's alot of spiritual beauty here. I could write so much more but I have to get to bed. Blessings, Jade Jade! Thank you for your impressions...I really adore your take on my "relationship with the divine"...it's such an elegant delineation of any sort of 12th house activity (especially as it relates back to my MR 7th house)!... I'm still a novice when it comes to decanates, even though I understand a bit of the remedial basics...when you say that 28 Aries decanate is also in Pisces, how does that manifest itself?!...also, I love your description of Saturn as a "doorway" for MR/trans. Uranus...I've been experiencing the opposition for awhile now and it also relates to my nodes, making the experience all the more profound (and somewhat challenging as you can imagine I'm crawling out of my skin with the desire for some sort of change, but I'm not quite prepared to turn over the apple cart so to speak...so the struggle continues)... I'm touched by the time you've spent looking at my charts...you're interpretations are really very thoughtful and intriguing (not to mention accurate...although, it's hard to define since much of the placements are rather nebulous)!
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Post by lunariviera on Mar 10, 2006 21:31:04 GMT
Luna, I wanted to write back today because I think it's important to clarify something. As Kim stated, focusing on your return Mars in 2nd emphasizes your peace and joy along the 5th/11th axis. If you look at the MR Ur in 11th sq. MR Mars, Mars is fueled by this. In doing so, following your joy, what brings you freedom of spirit, I believe, there is "regeneration" of natal Saturn in second to something higher as shown by the MR. Where natal Saturn has seemingly held court over your natal Mars/Neptune, it's almost like MR Mars, through Uranus, turns the tables on natal Saturn and the work to be done is through MR Ur in natal 8th opp. natal Saturn. I think this is where Aries comes in as MR Mars (and natal) is deposited by Aries obviously. This is on the inner realms which your Cancer Sun is probably so familiar with. If you also consider Gemini ruled by Mercury, in the MR, Mercury in 12th @ 15 deg. is square Mars in Gemini exact. This ties into the 12th/6th axis @ 15 and I believe what Kim was refering to about being in service to something higher. Also, in the MR, your angles are in Cardinal signs. As a transit, MR Cap. is in your natal 6th indicating the work you'll be doing with Saturn. MR Saturn is conjunct your natal Leo Asc. and in the MR, the 5th house is ruled by Leo. I think thats very noteworthy! The MR MC seems to highlight what Kim stated about in you being of service to something higher, you come to your own distinction. Most Cap's are distinguished in some way, but I don't know how many have actually mastered Saturn. And by the way, your birthday is the same as my youngest daughter. Her Sun is in 8th. She also has Mercury in Leo conjunct your Asc. You two would probably not even have to speak to communicate! Jade Wow!...I'm speechless... I feel as though you've really got your finger on the pulse of my MR chart!!!... I could single out so much of what you said because you've seen things that I've somehow missed!!!... A light bulb went one when you mentioned natal Saturn deferring to MR/trans Uranus...obviously Uranus is completing a mutable grand cross in my natal chart, which includes natal Mars and of course natal Saturn (along with Neptune)...I wonder if I'll finally be able to overcome a bit of the psychic weight I've carried from my natal Mars-Neptune opposition?!...I think it's also positive to note that trans Neptune is currently trining my natal Mars (opposing energies are finally reaching some common ground?!)... So much of the crux of my "issues" lately have been resting on the desire to take unconventional routes in relation to career, as opposed to following the path of least resistance and sacrificing myself to the Gods of Corporate America...I much prefer to give myself over to whatever that "something higher" is that seems to be beckoning me...but it comes with a bit of angst and fear concerning financial security (Saturn in the 2nd issues)... You got me to see something that I hadn't previously noticed...the MR square between Mercury and Mars are forming a T-square to my MR 6th house cusp (exact!)...further emphasizing that the focal point of this cycle as being very much about "work" that needs to be done...and overcoming the hurdles related to those concerns... I think it's really cool that I share a birthday with your daughter and that her Mercury is on my asc...I wouldn't doubt that there would be some form of unspoken communication there...another level of understanding could come from the fact that we both have our Cancer Suns in water houses...possibly a psychic bond as well (based on her 8th house placement, I assume she has a Sag. rising?!)... Thank you jade again and again for your response...I'm humbled and filled with gratitude!
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Post by lunariviera on Mar 12, 2006 23:38:57 GMT
Hi Lunariviera, I have never in my life Luna, spent so much time with any two charts! Including my own. They possessed me all day Thursday and well into the night/a.m. I can honestly say that I wouldn't be able to tell you where I was exactly in regard to relative time (I think stepping into your 12th house had a lot to do with that). Looking at these charts was like being part of a story. That's the best way I can describe it. Like being inside the mind of a General (this is a MARS return after all!) And the strategy involved. Like Cancer called your MC to the 12th house and Mars slips in sideways.....crab like.. That was one feel, but then it unraveled layer upon layer and each layer had a new revelation. When I got to "the bottom", as corny as this may sound, I cried. I felt the discovery of a treasure that truly touched my heart. In time, you may live it like I did that day in which it wasn't just handed, I had to work for it but it made it all the more worthwhile. The process was as much for me as for you and I was humbled as well, for spending a day with the gods esp. Uranus. Anyway Luna, I hope all this doesn't overwhelm you. I know it seems huge. Luckily, as Kim says, when we look to where Aries is in the MR, this is just the beginning. Jade Jade, Well, I have to say your post overwhelmed me in the best possible way!!!...there aren't enough words in the dictionary to fully express the immense gravity of appreciation I feel for the time you've taken to excavate the depths of my charts...your thoroughly kind and transcendant reply has brought me to my knees and I'm so very touched by your willingness to dive in... This part really struck me in particular: Like most people, my chart is filled with contradictions...I have this wonderfully expressive and gregarious Leo rising (and a Merc.-Jupiter conjunction in Leo to boot), but also this deeply sensitive and hermetic Sun in Cancer in an equally elusive, emotionally fertile, and psychologically nebulous house (the 12th)...I liken it to the Wizard of Oz...it's like my Sun is the awkward and shy "wizard" behind the glittery green curtain presiding over the fanciful and utopic 'Oz', which is more like a vivid Technicolor smoke and mirrors distraction... I never gave my Sun much credit as I sometimes feel as though it defers to my natal Moon, which is the highest point in my chart, in mutual reception to Venus, and forming all sorts of aspects (unlike the Sun, which is relatively untouched aside from an exact square to the natal MC and a wide square to Pluto and a trine to Uranus)...but it's funny that you mention that all signs seem to be pointing back to the Sun (the man behind the curtain)... As are you!!!...clearly! Yes, yes...trans. Neptune is sextiling natal Neptune and trining natal/MR Mars...I think this is just the beginning of the integration that you speak of...I've had an ephiphany reading your post...I think the heaviness of this time in my life has less to do with a test of my resolve as it is the first taste of healing that is beginning to take place...like Chiron, you have to open the wound again to repair and nurse it back to health...it's no coincidence that I'm also coming up on a progressed lunar return (my prog. Moon is currently at either 29 Aries or 0 Taurus...in my 10th house)...this "era" or immense introspection is further highlighted by Saturn's transit into my first house as it reaches the home stretch before my first Saturn return in two years...and Uranus will soon be trining natal Uranus...so much to absorb and synthesize... My natal chart is loaded with aspects in play or those waiting to be completed by transit or progression...it's the nature of a locomotive chart, lots of little tremors all the time, rather than big earthquakes some of the time...all the outer planets are traversing the western half of my chart, challenging my core and compelling me to seek some semblence of balance... I like this...a lot!...I think it was Howard Sasportas who said that Uranus in the 4th is about learning to be "constructively uprooted"...I like the fact that my MR Saturn is signaling me to put down roots (or to ground my ambitions)...it's interesting that my natal Moon is in the house of Saturn in my natal chart...now in my MR chart, Saturn is in the house of the Moon...whether it means anything, I thought it was important to note!.... That is exactly how the "fiery nature of Aries" manifests itself for me...that's probably why I find the more overt displays of Mars to be rather hard to reach since Neptune factors into the mix... Absolutely spot on about the "inner tension"...it's always existed...I sometimes feel a tremendous reluctance about participating in "life"...I much prefer solitude and fantasy...I sometimes glamorize the idea of monastaries and I'm a big fan of libraries and other quiet domains of reflection and study...if I could devote my entire life towards seeking spiritual truth (outside of the material world)...I probably would in a heartbeat... I'm really excited about embarking on this process, whatever it will look like and regardless of where I end up!... Even better, my Sun exactly trines her ascendant!...I'm sure she's a very special girl who is a spiritual alchemist in her own right!...she must be quite intuitive?!...hopefully it will serve her well on her path!!!...and she's obviously very lucky to have a mother like you! I'll wrap this up before I feel even more guilty about usurping this thread...but I just have to say, thank you so much jade for going above and beyond for me!!!...this was such a gift and I'm so appreciative!!!
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Post by gemstar on Mar 20, 2006 17:03:23 GMT
Well, today is my official Mars return!! I thought I would write some intial thoughts and then come back later as I piece it together with the MR chart.
This morning I woke up with a feeling of immense strength and determination. As many of your know, dealing with my family during last week's lunar eclipse was a major drain on me and after spending a quiet weekend, I felt my 'better balance' return. My shoulders are back and my head is held high!!
Because this MR has Aries at the ASC, I liked the idea that there will be new beginnings! Currently tr Jupiter is crossing my natal Scorp ASC and usually this makes for a fabulous year ahead!
Over the last few weeks, I have gone deep and thought about what my next step for myself and my life would be...but I had been forcing a desire to emerge that was not quite ready to show it's face. Then...I had an incredible desire to take charge and create my life again in ways that make me reach higher. Not that I do not already do so spiritually, but I mean in the context of career and my identity. When I look around at the many people plodding along in their lives....not too much exciting happening....and then I look at those who accomplish so much (which is more of who I identify myself with), I remembered that not only have I done a lot in my young nearly 40 yrs, but that there is much more to accomplish! It is this DESIRE that I had been searching for....for me, it begins with this focus. It is about focusing with 'excitement' for CHANGE to be a part of whatever is emerging! A realization that I am a survivor who will be able to handle anything that life dishes out...and why not find some great dishes!! Filling my plate with delectables would make me so happy....and it is up to me to do so!!
From here, I can begin to finally focus in some direction...which I may not know yet, however I am getting inklings!! Yeah!!! I have many choices and want to do all of them.....and the only person stopping me is ME! Ha,ha....do you ever feel like that??
So...Just wanted to check in and welcome my Mars Return....I am going to study the chart and everything which has been offered so far and see what ideas strike me!! This Mars energy is so welcomed, I can barely begin to be grateful!! ;D
Have a great day everyone!
Hugs- GemStar
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