Post by tom on Jun 5, 2007 3:41:02 GMT
mine's retrograde at 23 gemini, conjunct rx saturn at 19 gemini, and by extension rx vesta at 14 gemini, all in the 9th.
these are trine mars-uranus in libra in the 1st, the libra ASC and venus in libra in the 12th.
kim's comments about smell and the earthy nature of the body make total sense to me! there's restraint in me about the natural expression of the body, but when it gets triggered it can pour out. my ex has her chiron at 23 gemini & square her nodes, and through the lens of this configuration, i see another level of how we trigger each other. her moon's also on my libra venus, so there's more happening, but my sense of smell and general relationship to my body and expression of libido are altered significantly when i'm around her. basically, she sets all these things in motion in me like some sort of wild fire. and yes, the seducer of the innocent is there, too...for better or for worse.
and also an aversion to blood and guts. i had to stop working in professional kitchens after two years because i was no longer able to handle animal carcasses. i was a vegetarian for a while after that. now, though, i'm eating raw meat a few times each week, and yes, my ex turned me on to that, too. that's funny.
also, re music: i've been playing trombone most of my life, and my favorite was big band music. but when in big bands, i had a strange block when it came to improv, getting solos (it didn't matter much because i played bass trombone, and wasn't expected to do it much). i could feel the music and feel solo lines raging inside me, but i couldn't play them. i attributed it at the time to the trombone not being the right instrument for me, but who knows?
and there's the same block about dancing! wow. i'm really coordinated but i have a block about dancing. huh. what are some ways to address this? make sure it's structured so it works with saturn? any thoughts?
these are trine mars-uranus in libra in the 1st, the libra ASC and venus in libra in the 12th.
kim's comments about smell and the earthy nature of the body make total sense to me! there's restraint in me about the natural expression of the body, but when it gets triggered it can pour out. my ex has her chiron at 23 gemini & square her nodes, and through the lens of this configuration, i see another level of how we trigger each other. her moon's also on my libra venus, so there's more happening, but my sense of smell and general relationship to my body and expression of libido are altered significantly when i'm around her. basically, she sets all these things in motion in me like some sort of wild fire. and yes, the seducer of the innocent is there, too...for better or for worse.
and also an aversion to blood and guts. i had to stop working in professional kitchens after two years because i was no longer able to handle animal carcasses. i was a vegetarian for a while after that. now, though, i'm eating raw meat a few times each week, and yes, my ex turned me on to that, too. that's funny.
also, re music: i've been playing trombone most of my life, and my favorite was big band music. but when in big bands, i had a strange block when it came to improv, getting solos (it didn't matter much because i played bass trombone, and wasn't expected to do it much). i could feel the music and feel solo lines raging inside me, but i couldn't play them. i attributed it at the time to the trombone not being the right instrument for me, but who knows?
and there's the same block about dancing! wow. i'm really coordinated but i have a block about dancing. huh. what are some ways to address this? make sure it's structured so it works with saturn? any thoughts?