Post by ariesmoon on Apr 14, 2009 16:28:48 GMT
I could do without this one! I never really noticed it on the first pass, now that Saturn is Rx and squaring Mercury within 2 degrees again I'm finding it very tough. Has anyone else dealt with a Saturn/Mercury transit?
I'm pessimistic - when usually I'm the optimist on everything - and have been finding my administrative job very difficult. I've had phases in the last few weeks when I've nearly talked myself out of carrying on with it. When usually I would be able to organise myself, I can't even decide what priorities are, or fix on anything. Or finish anything. And I'm having to check and double check emails before I send them, I don't trust myself to have done them properly. I'm worrying about things I might have done wrong instead of concentrating on all the things I'm doing right.
Perhaps it's because I didn't notice it on the first transit that I'm having to face it on the second go - there are things I need to tackle, lessons I need to learn, about how I communicate with others. And about concentration - I'm the original butterfly mind (Mercury Gemini!) And maybe about giving myself some credit too, a pat on the back! I'm going through Pluto opposite Sun too, so that's another factor.
But I'm looking forward very much to Saturn turning around and heading away from my Mercury!
I'm pessimistic - when usually I'm the optimist on everything - and have been finding my administrative job very difficult. I've had phases in the last few weeks when I've nearly talked myself out of carrying on with it. When usually I would be able to organise myself, I can't even decide what priorities are, or fix on anything. Or finish anything. And I'm having to check and double check emails before I send them, I don't trust myself to have done them properly. I'm worrying about things I might have done wrong instead of concentrating on all the things I'm doing right.
Perhaps it's because I didn't notice it on the first transit that I'm having to face it on the second go - there are things I need to tackle, lessons I need to learn, about how I communicate with others. And about concentration - I'm the original butterfly mind (Mercury Gemini!) And maybe about giving myself some credit too, a pat on the back! I'm going through Pluto opposite Sun too, so that's another factor.
But I'm looking forward very much to Saturn turning around and heading away from my Mercury!