Post by blueorchids on Apr 5, 2006 22:10:51 GMT
After much records wrangling, I have been able to pinpoint the date and time of my first meeting with Doc. This first meeting is coming up on an 11th year anniversary. First, what I note about the chart on its own are the following things:
The major role of Fire. Sagitarrius (oops not Leo! need my glasses on) is rising and the SUN and VENUS are closely conjunct in Leo in the 8th House. Our first meeting was orchestrated by my OBGYN, a woman who successfully delivered both of our children and who noticed my swollen neck at the time of the miscarriage. She then suggested Doc to run follow up tests.
To see the SUN, VENUS and Vertex in the 8th House is remarkable with its connections to death and loss (the miscarriage), but also rebirth.
D's decision to place me on medication led almost immediately to my third pregnancy and a successful delivery.
I also notice that Jupiter and Pluto are in the 12th house with Jupiter closely conjunct ANTEROS? The 12th house represents hospitals! This is indeed where we first met, long before Doc established his own practice. The "good fortune" of the encounter would become clear later. Pluto conjunct the Jupiter seems to speak of the intensity of the matter at hand.
The secrecy of the 12 house seems related to the day's Moon Opposite Mercury. The day is still so clear to me and the encounter. I was very depressed in my heart about having lost the baby, but had no way to tell him that. The communication was therefore very odd, off kilter as I attempted to tell him what happened in a breezy detached manner. In my head I was sort of secretly suffering.
Pluto and Jupiter conjunct? That seems to be about conscious and unconscious change that benefits both parties. The Libra 29 (critical degree) North Node trines the Moon (in house 3??). The Uranus closely conjunct Neptune seems to echo the spiritual "jolt" going on that day, but in the 2nd house? A shift in what I owned and the values around that, perhaps (loss of the baby and the need to rethink our family and what that would mean in the near and distant future).
Big Question
Now when I placed the First Meeting Post Miscarriage chart in synastry with mine, I was shocked. Do you see how the angles are exactly the same as the day as the day I was born?? What does this Mean? Rebirth? That this first meeting was at the perfect place at the perfect time? (Note also that when I finally got all of my records last week the meeting was to occur at 3:45 but he was a little late because of another patient thus taking it to an exact match with my natal....)
In the synastry between the Event Chart and My Natal (Me) and the Event Chart and Doc, we share this exact same aspect-- Venus and the Sun tightly conjunct URANUS. I now see this is as echoing constant challenges and invitations to break new ground, to be and to heal differently. See how they meet up in the 8th house?
The role of Chiron is truly interesting. In synastry with the Event Chart, we both share the NORTH Node closely conjunct Chiron, perhaps spelling the inherent emphasis on healing. The Event Moon conjuncts my Chiron. And the Even Moon conjuncts his Venus and Chiron.
Here are the charts (sorry Kim I was not able to get them side by side
The major role of Fire. Sagitarrius (oops not Leo! need my glasses on) is rising and the SUN and VENUS are closely conjunct in Leo in the 8th House. Our first meeting was orchestrated by my OBGYN, a woman who successfully delivered both of our children and who noticed my swollen neck at the time of the miscarriage. She then suggested Doc to run follow up tests.
To see the SUN, VENUS and Vertex in the 8th House is remarkable with its connections to death and loss (the miscarriage), but also rebirth.
D's decision to place me on medication led almost immediately to my third pregnancy and a successful delivery.I also notice that Jupiter and Pluto are in the 12th house with Jupiter closely conjunct ANTEROS? The 12th house represents hospitals! This is indeed where we first met, long before Doc established his own practice. The "good fortune" of the encounter would become clear later. Pluto conjunct the Jupiter seems to speak of the intensity of the matter at hand.
The secrecy of the 12 house seems related to the day's Moon Opposite Mercury. The day is still so clear to me and the encounter. I was very depressed in my heart about having lost the baby, but had no way to tell him that. The communication was therefore very odd, off kilter as I attempted to tell him what happened in a breezy detached manner. In my head I was sort of secretly suffering.
Pluto and Jupiter conjunct? That seems to be about conscious and unconscious change that benefits both parties. The Libra 29 (critical degree) North Node trines the Moon (in house 3??). The Uranus closely conjunct Neptune seems to echo the spiritual "jolt" going on that day, but in the 2nd house? A shift in what I owned and the values around that, perhaps (loss of the baby and the need to rethink our family and what that would mean in the near and distant future).
Big Question
Now when I placed the First Meeting Post Miscarriage chart in synastry with mine, I was shocked. Do you see how the angles are exactly the same as the day as the day I was born?? What does this Mean? Rebirth? That this first meeting was at the perfect place at the perfect time? (Note also that when I finally got all of my records last week the meeting was to occur at 3:45 but he was a little late because of another patient thus taking it to an exact match with my natal
....)In the synastry between the Event Chart and My Natal (Me) and the Event Chart and Doc, we share this exact same aspect-- Venus and the Sun tightly conjunct URANUS. I now see this is as echoing constant challenges and invitations to break new ground, to be and to heal differently. See how they meet up in the 8th house?
The role of Chiron is truly interesting. In synastry with the Event Chart, we both share the NORTH Node closely conjunct Chiron, perhaps spelling the inherent emphasis on healing. The Event Moon conjuncts my Chiron. And the Even Moon conjuncts his Venus and Chiron.
Here are the charts (sorry Kim I was not able to get them side by side
Kim