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Post by Amoroso on Feb 27, 2006 16:17:57 GMT
Dear Kim and All, I've cast a horary chart with the question "Should I send him the CD?" Implied in the question is, "how would this be received?" i17.photobucket.com/albums/b61/RealAmoroso/SendCD.jpgI can explain this more later. I used the fifth house cusp to symbolize the CD, because it is a live recording of a performance of material that C helped me study--our "child" as it were. It is apt that the Sun is on the fifth house cusp. So what do you see? I see an applying square to the Sun and Mars, his significator. One interesting factor in this chart is that the Moon (Me) is about to cojoin the Sun (the cusp in question as well as his secondary significator.) Thoughts? At this point I really have nothing to loose in sending the CD, and it may be that my Gemini Sun in the 8th needs to take this risk. But I am so afraid of being pushy and unrealistic and WRONG. Thanks much, Blessings, Amoroso |
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Post by Kim Falconer on Feb 27, 2006 21:55:05 GMT
I can't see the chart (well enough). It appears to be saved as a thumbnail...what size is it on your computer? I would go back to photobucket, delete this .jpg and save anew. or, send me the data and I'll have a go. Interesting question!!!  Kim |
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Post by Kim Falconer on Feb 28, 2006 21:43:53 GMT
Let's see if this works:  |
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Post by Kim Falconer on Feb 28, 2006 22:02:54 GMT
Okay, we can see it!!! (I deleted the other thumbnails…why didn’t they work I wonder?)
The Moon was last over Neptune, so there is a bit of mystery, confusion and fog around this query. (Well, we couldn't even see the chart for the first day or so!) There is a feeling of being 'lost' as to how to proceed.
I understand the feeling of not wanting to be 'wrong' though the gift of the CD, if it comes from the heart with no expectations and no assumptions, then words like 'right or wrong' don't apply. It becomes 'natural'.
Of course, it's not that simple because sending him the CD puts him in the position of 'Do I respond...how do I respond?" so in a way your ACTION (if you send) does carry some 'push'. Nothing's to say that's not a creative, necessary step!
You are Venus, besieged between Neptune and Pluto. Ouch. You don't feel good in this at all. Rock and hard place!!! And Moon's second last aspect is conjunct Mercury--I do think you will send it and it will be received with a smile.
The final aspect of the Moon square Pluto says you won't like the way things turn out, however...what every you hear back, the thank you or the comments, may completely ignore your previous communication with him...or something to that effect, and that might really hurt!
I think the chart says, Send, by all means, yet be aware of any covert energy you may have in the sending, and be aware that his response may rock you back on your heels.
Have you ever experiences that? You know, when there is all this energy and past and things to sort out with someone and they act like it's not there? That sort of feeling.
If you choose to send, shed all (and I mean all) the expectations around it.
What do other think here?
What have I missed?
(oh, Sun/Uranus are parallel by declination. It comes as a complete surprise!...shock!)
Kim
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Post by Amoroso on Mar 1, 2006 13:31:53 GMT
Hiya, Thanks for posting the chart. I do know what you mean about sending the CD "without any agenda or hope" --the great line from the movie "Love, Actually" And I do think if he responds it characteristically would be just a "thanks, this was great" and that would be it. But I think even if it was "Bugger, off you old coot," it would release me!  You know what this feels like? Like when I HAD to send the letter. I feel like I HAVE to do this. I think the Moon to Mars square is that there will be a delay in sending it as I choose a few selections and reformat the CD. Also, I do not have his present address. I would have to call his mom to get it or send it to his parents!!!! Remember that image, Kim??? Here's to jumping off cliffs and going over waterfalls in canoes.... Blessings, Amoroso |
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Post by Kim Falconer on Mar 1, 2006 21:42:01 GMT
Bravo, Amoroso! Without risk, there is no change! Let us know how you go! Kim |
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Post by Amoroso on Mar 15, 2006 19:53:21 GMT
Update and some thoughts on Horary. Last week I sent C another letter instead of the CD. It was a great letter! Interesting that it was a week before this Eclipse, which falls on Uranus-Chiron in our composite first-seventh house! For me, it signaled a turn, a freeing energy to help manifest my heart's desire: That what is obsessive and destructive about my feelings evaporate, Truth stand, and I generate healing light towards my husband. What is eternal will stay. I do not think I will hear from C for a long while, but I do think I will eventually hear from him. As far as Horary goes, I have decided through my own observations that it is probably best to use the traditional rulers, and leave the modern rulers for secondary information. Does anyone else have comments on this? Blessings, Amoroso |
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