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Post by blueorchids on Jan 14, 2006 2:55:42 GMT
Things have been a bit taxing with Doc and Me lately, mainly because I just felt as I though I needed to pull back. Our last encounter however via email was decent--pleasant though void of our usual humor and banter. And my xmas ultrasounds were good. In less than two weeks I have an appointment, I asked what kind of encounter will occur? I am having problems reading the horary with all the traffic in House 5. Despite that Grand Cross Jupiter and Mercury aspect as does the Moon though separating. Interesting retro venus moving back towards mars but not before mercury gets in on the act. Any thoughts on what to expect of him and the meeting? The Moon as me seems to keep on moving and the final aspects are two oppositions to Venus and the Sun. Oh my confused tired heart...   |
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Post by blueorchids on Jan 19, 2006 18:28:35 GMT
Well for what it's worth, I receive an unexpected!! cheerful email from him shortly after posting this. I have actually looked at our transits for the upcoming appointment which is Monday. Mine are flaming good off the chart including a tight Mars and Venus conjunction and his are pretty good. So it looks like hopefully communication will be crystal clear, smooth as butter, lovely and all that rigamorale. If anyone wants to comment on the horary--Iwouldlove to hear anything--Crumbs even!!   |
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Post by Amoroso on Jan 20, 2006 0:35:58 GMT
Hi BO, Well, you have that lovely sextile between your rulers, so it should be a pleasant encounter! There is also a nice applying sextile between your ruler and his modern ruler. I've not seen anything like that. Like it's a Nice! Nice! Amoroso |
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Post by Juliet on Jan 20, 2006 11:26:37 GMT
Well, I believe you should take ruler of 5 to represent Doc in this case since you're married. He is Saturn, and you are Mercury. There is no applying aspect. You are almost sextile Jupiter, which is ruler 7, your husband??
Mercury is about to apply to Sun/Venus. Sun is ruler 12, hospitals... It will be pleasant all right.
I'm glad your ultrasounds came out right!!!
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Post by Amoroso on Jan 20, 2006 16:59:21 GMT
Juliet brings up a really good point, and one that is something I've obsessed over occasionally.
In strict horary, the fifth house cusp is used for affairs outside of marriage. But so far this has not manifested as a sexual affair outside of marriage. It is a very personal relationship, born out of an intimate struggle with disease and the gift of time.
In my horaries concerning "C," Kim and I have decided to use the 7th house ruler, even though I am as married as can be. I don't think Horary takes into account "Quantum love relationships" or the subjective experience of a tantric connection that has not been physicalized.
In BO's case, the result seems to be the same!
Any other thoughts on this? I think I waffled back and forth on another thread about this same subject.
When I have a chance, I will look back over the horaries concerning C as the 7th house ruler (the one's that have proven correct) and take J as the 9th house ruler (legal contracts--marriage-- and fifth from the 4th--romance of the home!) and let you all know what I find.
Blessings,
Amoroso
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Post by Kim Falconer on Jan 21, 2006 21:11:38 GMT
Just to throw another possibility into the fire, I wonder if I would give Doc the 6th house....He is your physician and there is a kind of magic and intimacy in 6th house relationship (if he wasn't your Dr., would you be in relationship with him at all--would you have met?)
6th house relationships are unequal as one person has a kind of elevation over the other. He, as your Doctor, has a 'say' in your life in a way a husband or lover or friend does not.
In this case, with Eros and Neptune in the 6th (his domain) I would say the encounter is mystical, transformation and erotic...
Not too much of a surprise!
My suggestion is to feel the feelings without judgement or agenda. It's very healing, what is going on between you two, and much healing can occur in the 'astral'...nothing has to be 'worked out' here....just melt and let go.
Blessings,
Kim
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Post by blueorchids on Jan 24, 2006 1:26:21 GMT
Yes at last the 23rd arrived.I went in today and I saw him so let's see how you gorgeous astro gurus did...
First Amoroso... sorry about your guy...hope that has worked out okay...early detection is a good thing.... I know this for sure!!!
The last time we met was Halloween. Today was really lovely, pleasant with an almost ethereal quality to it. When I got there , it was early because it was raining dreadfully and I always leave early from home when the weather gets bad. What was odd and sort of otherworldly was that he was talking to his assistant at the counter and not in the back in his office. He was not wearing his white coat and for the first time, I actually saw him dressed as I might see him on the street. He immediately looked up and stared at me as I struggled to get my coat off (zipper story...LOL) and then said hi. He kept coming back to the area and glancing. I was a wreck. Gemini Sun and Mercury trying to control a situation that my Venus Taurus/Mars Moon wants to unravel in an entirely natural way.
The meeting went well, and I had the research I did for him. He was gracious and seemed really happy. Weird every time I see him, when I return home at night I sleep as though in a deep trance.
The one thing that will stick out in my mind from today was a moment when he was asking me about my artisan business and I was lauding my brother in law (my sister's spouse) and his father for always happily, almost with this effervescence supporting my business, making me feel that it is worthy and wonderful and capable of doing extraordinarily well. And then I paused and said something which I don't know where it came from as it is very NOT me to say such a thing (only to feel it, do you know what I mean?). But I said, yeah they're so great, at least they're in my corner... And he suddenly stopped (from behind me) examining my neck (touching from the back) and said slowly, Who's not in your corner? Tell me."
It really blew me away. Because it just made me realize I was talking out loud to him stripped to this blunt innocent comment and in my heart maybe I do feel that everyone thinks I should go back and use my big expensive ivy league degree to do something "real"not something artsy related... Then I caught myself and said... I shouldn't say that. People are in my corner. I just mean they seem like they believe in me, they're happy to believe in me. His question was so sudden and so intimate. This is the thing that touched me.
Thank you Amoroso for making the comment about the relationship. Yes I feel as though it is an extraordinary link that transcends H5. We are never ever untoward. The meeting was "sunny" and communicative, hence the venus sun mercury movements, but it also had its characteristic responsible saturn tone. We are always gentle with each other. Kim you are right about the transformation because I just feel like an onion getting peeled in there. I have one person in the world to whom I can really reveal my feelings and that is my sister and now I feel this thing, this thing with him.
I know it's going to be him. I just know I am going to reveal things, say things that I have not said to anyone. That is the transformation part and there is an odd eroticism entangled with that.
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