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Post by blueorchids on Sept 10, 2005 2:11:20 GMT
Thanks Kim. If I get lucky and you get the time, I look forward to what you have to say. I know how I feel, sad, disconnected, exhausted, detached. I know I didn't write him for nine days and then only briefly with now three days late no response. So in terms of a "token or sign of affection". I received an email saying he was sorry to forget the form ;he was out of town. And yes actually that happened literally as I was asking for the horary help. But when the form arrived it came alone in its envelope. No salutation.
Anyway. I am worn out by my ridiculous intense overwrought feelings and am going to bed. I don't want to keep writing him if it is only going to make me look silly. I feel that he has fallen off the earth. That he is overwhelmed and I am not ameliorating this situation. I was hoping not to go into the October appointment with bad tension.
Hey I will shut up for now!!. Good luck with that beautiful baby en route! I feel that all will be joyous and I am very happy for you.!!
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Post by svenskasfinx on Sept 16, 2005 5:58:01 GMT
Hello Blueorchids, I've just learned something! What Juliet stated at first about the last aspect of the Moon (a conjunction to Mercury and before that a trine to Pluto, and before that a sextile to that Jupiter/Venus combination ect) Well it seems as I've been away reading books (I know BOOKS! in this day and age! ) I've come back with more clues how to read this. The last aspect the moon makes before it goes void of course (and or falls into another sign) is what give a clue to the final outcome.. It doesn't always seem roses, but I'm willing to take bets here that things will be fine, and that the conjunction of Mercury and the Moon in the end (in the 9th, his house but also was the house ruler of your husband, so its hard to say what's going to come of it). Also that squares give alot of energy, and take alot of energy for things to "come to perfection" but do not stand in the way of it.... so with effort, you may find something working out they way YOU want it to, because I think the thing that desides the outcome here is what you think and feel.. and taking notice of these things first. Best wishes, svenskasfinx
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Post by blueorchids on Sept 16, 2005 13:41:05 GMT
Wow S.! Your timing is uncanny. You are inching up on something that may well be the true issue here. What do I really want?
I am a book fanatic so I applaud the "rifle through and read" whatever one can get one's hands on. Oddly enough, yesterday I decided that I had to stop second guessing my every breath in this matter. Otherwise, I am never going to learn a bloody thing, never grow, never move beyond this box I have so deliberately drawn around my life.
We are corresponding again, warmly and pleasantly but as you seem to intimate, "this" may ultimately be in my hands.
Thank for reading..and thinking...
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Post by blueorchids on Sept 28, 2005 22:54:06 GMT
I have been wanting to post all day but am now just getting a chance...children, chores and job...LOL...
Well something amazing happened late yesterday and I wanted to share it. All of you were very helpful with the horary and I thought what transpired the last day echoes much of what was suggested.
Firstl et me say, I checked the progressed composite chart of Doc and me, oddly, right before this happened. The progressed showed:
Sun Mercury and Venus conjunct in Gemini in the 7th house NN, POF tight conjunct both at 20 conjunct Moon in 10th house Virgo Eros and Mars conjunct l degree in House 5 And Juno sag , Eros Aries, Uranus Leo forming a fire grand trine.
Earlier during the day Doc called to tell me my latest tests had come back clean with no cancer or concerns. We chatted warmly and briefly and I got off the phone. A little later I sent him a thank you email and mentioned casually that I thought we should write a book together (from a patient/doctor dual perspective--I have an editorial background).
Before I went to bed, much to my surprise I see he has written me back. I was not actually expecting a responnse back. He asks me if I am serious and confides that he has been thinking seriously about writing a book if he can find the time. Am I interested in writing with him...
Deep breath. Sven.... notice the themes of partnership..10th house etc?
Well we shall see. I am still in a state of shock. Maybe creativity will be our way in and through our bond. At any rate as someone who has edited with individuals for many years. It's an emotional and intimate process, bringing all sorts of ego and soul issues to the forefront. In that capacity I have played every role from therapist to secret keeper to whipsnapper to beloved cheerleader.
Thanks again, all.
Anyone think anything?
PS sooner or later mercury conjuncts moon............
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