Post by Kris on Sept 8, 2004 9:18:31 GMT
Dear Kim,
I love your site and the forum in particular. I am really excited and confused over a few developments in my life over the past 2 months particularly from venus sun transit on 19 july. Barb's observations have added fuel to my restlessness and hence I post my experience and seek your observations and advise at the earliest. Well, it is a long story but I try to shorten it.
One of my women collegue suddenly aroused love interest in me. Neither she nor I have any intentions of this nature for the last 8 years of our union in the office.
On venus transit day, unintentionally I hummed a beautiful romantic song ( i am blessed with a singing voice) when we both were alone and found instant reaction in her face. She looked at me with a red face and I noticed a question mark in her eyes. I was scared because she was known to be a fire brand and does not tolerate anything of this nature. By the evening I was encouraged as she exhibited curiosity but tight lipped. My efforts to impress her and her silent but encouraging reponse continued through July.
The problem started once I tried to open up my romatic interest in her in the begining of August. AT every attempt she was very stiff, stare at me seriously but does not say "get lost". I could never express directly because of the mood she was in. Interestingly, she runs after me with an apologetic face everytime I was turned away. People also say that she actually likes to receive romantic signals from guys but blast them away if they try to advance. It happened to a number of guys. If that be the case, why was she running after me ? I was confused with she becoming more and more serious and the same time try to attract my attention. Gradually, I have become nervous with her and I find it nearly impossible to speak to her. So tried to convince her to "speak out" through emails, SMS etc. I did not express my intentions in recorded form fearing exposure in case she rejects me. She never responded to any of the calls but showed up that she actually likes me ( she goes around me but tight lipped.. It is a recurring feature since the begining of August).
I know her birth date and place. Time is unknown.
Her venus in Aries nearly trines my closely conjunct Sun Saturn in Sag. Her closely conjunct Mars Sun in Taurus trines my Moon in Virgo. Her exact conjunct Uranus Pluto in Virgo conjunct my Moon (5 deg apart). Her Moon in Sag exactly conjunct my Mercury and also conjunct my Sun Sat (7 deg apart). My Mars in Pis oppose her Uranus pluto conjunct (171 deg). My Venus in Sco oppose her Mercury in Aries. My Moon in Vir exactly squares her Moon in Sag. I thought she was off mood and furious because of Mars, Sun tranist over her natal uranus pluto in Vir. I felt elemental incompatibility in synastry is the main reason for mood swings till I worked on asteroid configurations in synastry.
Her Psyche at 0 Can exactly trined my Venus at 0 Sco. My Psyche at 11 vir (conjunct my Moon) sextiles her Eros at 12 Can. Her Lilith at 29 Can squares my Ven at 0 Can. My Lilith at 27 tau conjunct (2 deg apart) her Mars Sun. My Eros at 13 aqu quincunx her Eros. My Pluto at 0 vir exactly trines her Psyche.
I AM 47 AND SHE IS 38. WE BOTH HAVE OUR RESPECTIVE FAMILY LIFE WITH SPOUSE AND CHILDREN.
The planetary and asteriod configurations in synastry are amazing, strongly indicating a relation. My questions start now.
1) Why is it that nothing happened between us for the last 8 years of our union in the office ?
2) Strong connectivity between her psyche and my venus, her eros and my psyche, moon undoutedly indicate psychic link emerging from past lives. (We have been running after each other whenever we felt that the partner is hurt).
3) Why is it that we could not convey the message to each other despte trying hard.
4) Why is she refusing to communicate with me in any fashion (word of mouth, email, SMS, telephone).
5) What is the role of her lilith ? Is it so strong to prevent our relation despite many other strongly favourable contacts.
6) What about the statements made by the people about her ? Is she really a Lilith ? and I am saved otherwise by Psyche, Eros etc.
7) WHAT IS MY FUTURE COURSE OF ACTION ? Shall I go ahead boldly come what may ? I fear rejection which I may not be able to manage.
Please advice at the earliest. It is one and half months since I concentrated on my job. I am suffering very badly.
I love your site and the forum in particular. I am really excited and confused over a few developments in my life over the past 2 months particularly from venus sun transit on 19 july. Barb's observations have added fuel to my restlessness and hence I post my experience and seek your observations and advise at the earliest. Well, it is a long story but I try to shorten it.
One of my women collegue suddenly aroused love interest in me. Neither she nor I have any intentions of this nature for the last 8 years of our union in the office.
On venus transit day, unintentionally I hummed a beautiful romantic song ( i am blessed with a singing voice) when we both were alone and found instant reaction in her face. She looked at me with a red face and I noticed a question mark in her eyes. I was scared because she was known to be a fire brand and does not tolerate anything of this nature. By the evening I was encouraged as she exhibited curiosity but tight lipped. My efforts to impress her and her silent but encouraging reponse continued through July.
The problem started once I tried to open up my romatic interest in her in the begining of August. AT every attempt she was very stiff, stare at me seriously but does not say "get lost". I could never express directly because of the mood she was in. Interestingly, she runs after me with an apologetic face everytime I was turned away. People also say that she actually likes to receive romantic signals from guys but blast them away if they try to advance. It happened to a number of guys. If that be the case, why was she running after me ? I was confused with she becoming more and more serious and the same time try to attract my attention. Gradually, I have become nervous with her and I find it nearly impossible to speak to her. So tried to convince her to "speak out" through emails, SMS etc. I did not express my intentions in recorded form fearing exposure in case she rejects me. She never responded to any of the calls but showed up that she actually likes me ( she goes around me but tight lipped.. It is a recurring feature since the begining of August).
I know her birth date and place. Time is unknown.
Her venus in Aries nearly trines my closely conjunct Sun Saturn in Sag. Her closely conjunct Mars Sun in Taurus trines my Moon in Virgo. Her exact conjunct Uranus Pluto in Virgo conjunct my Moon (5 deg apart). Her Moon in Sag exactly conjunct my Mercury and also conjunct my Sun Sat (7 deg apart). My Mars in Pis oppose her Uranus pluto conjunct (171 deg). My Venus in Sco oppose her Mercury in Aries. My Moon in Vir exactly squares her Moon in Sag. I thought she was off mood and furious because of Mars, Sun tranist over her natal uranus pluto in Vir. I felt elemental incompatibility in synastry is the main reason for mood swings till I worked on asteroid configurations in synastry.
Her Psyche at 0 Can exactly trined my Venus at 0 Sco. My Psyche at 11 vir (conjunct my Moon) sextiles her Eros at 12 Can. Her Lilith at 29 Can squares my Ven at 0 Can. My Lilith at 27 tau conjunct (2 deg apart) her Mars Sun. My Eros at 13 aqu quincunx her Eros. My Pluto at 0 vir exactly trines her Psyche.
I AM 47 AND SHE IS 38. WE BOTH HAVE OUR RESPECTIVE FAMILY LIFE WITH SPOUSE AND CHILDREN.
The planetary and asteriod configurations in synastry are amazing, strongly indicating a relation. My questions start now.
1) Why is it that nothing happened between us for the last 8 years of our union in the office ?
2) Strong connectivity between her psyche and my venus, her eros and my psyche, moon undoutedly indicate psychic link emerging from past lives. (We have been running after each other whenever we felt that the partner is hurt).
3) Why is it that we could not convey the message to each other despte trying hard.
4) Why is she refusing to communicate with me in any fashion (word of mouth, email, SMS, telephone).
5) What is the role of her lilith ? Is it so strong to prevent our relation despite many other strongly favourable contacts.
6) What about the statements made by the people about her ? Is she really a Lilith ? and I am saved otherwise by Psyche, Eros etc.
7) WHAT IS MY FUTURE COURSE OF ACTION ? Shall I go ahead boldly come what may ? I fear rejection which I may not be able to manage.
Please advice at the earliest. It is one and half months since I concentrated on my job. I am suffering very badly.