MY SOLAR RETURN 2007/08

[estrela27]

Here is my Solar for 2007/08 and I will comment later.

I always post the questions about my health. I have strange illness, neuralgias in the face, neck, eyes, head and shoulder and nobody helps me, because I have made suicide in the Past life.

Estrela

[estrela27]

Here is Solar Return 2007/08 with more Asteroids.

Where is Kim, I miss her very much!

Estrela

[Aphrodite]

Hi Estrela,

Look for the PM I sent you.

Who is Mabel? Why is she hiding in your 12th house? Is she a child (ok - Mercury is currently retrograde, let me reverse my thinking) or an older person? Actually, my first guess is granddaughter. If not that, then someone who works (serves) with you behind the scenes in your business ventures. The aspects imply "caretaker" in some way. Does she rely on you or do you rely on her?

Yes, I know I'm ignoring the big picture in favor of the sideline story. I'm having fun spinning stories from "keywords" in my head, but no time to write them all out. Fun to hear the explanations, though - to see how it all works in real life! ;D

Ok. Big picture...

I do have to add that I have never encountered a chart that had a hexagram in it! Saturn in 1st - sextile Juno on IC cusp - sextile Jupiter (and Vesta) in 5th - sextile Neptune (and Chiron) in 7th - sextile Ceres on MC cusp - sextile Venus in 11th - sextile Saturn in 1st. Then there is that huge YOD with NNode, Mars & Uranus pointing off the Saturn / Juno sextile AND... Oh by the way, NNode, Mars & Uranus also forming a t-square to the Venus / Jupiter opposition (a grand cross, if you consider the SNode).

Nearly everything else in the chart ties into that in some way, including Mabel. She is EXACTLY conjunct the asteroid #97 Klotho ("pre-existing fate") in the 12th house and trine the NNode / Mars / Uranus conjunction. (Is she one of the inmates? Just joking! Had to ask!) Hence my curiosity.

[estrela27]

Dear Aphrodite,

It is strange, my Hotmail is Afrodita....., because my christian name translated means Goddess, I am double Venus - so I came to Afrodita (my mother language).
I am sorry, I wasn't here, but I feel bad (you see, that I am boring Kim about my health) and here is going to snow this afternoon (in the valley of the Alps).
I have some strange chronic pains since my 16 birthday: Sinusitis and three neuralgias, all from the neck. They are very painful, have nothing against pains and have no joy for anything.

About my Solar posting with Asteroids, it is first time, that I have done it. In fact, I don't believe in that very much, but looks nice. This Chart is better, because here by Kundig I have Sun sextile Moon and Solar this year has Sun trine Moon. There should be some change, maybe job? I don't work since May 2001 and have terrible time behind me.
Here in Solar, my AC is in Leo in 10th Natal house, Sun is in 10th.
There are some aspects, they are as in Natal: Mercury trine Pluto: Venus trine Neptune (more than 8 degrees); Jupiter trine Saturn (in Natal Jupiter square Saturn); Venus square Mars (in Natal Venus sextile Mars); Jupiter trine MC (Natal, Jupiter square MC); Saturn trine MC (in Natal, Saturn conjunction MC).
I think, this Chart is half good and half bad. I don't like Mars and Uranus in 8th with bad aspects. Maybe there will be some bad operation?
I know from previous years, that is good, when there was Sun trine Moon or Moon trine Pluto.

I must tell you, that from my 16th year I had good health only 5 years. From my 25th till 30th year and that was in Germany, where one Neurologist did help me with only one injection: in the place between neck and shoulder, right side. After that I met one student from California and got engaged with him. When he went back after one year, I had to go to California, but didn't get Visit Visa, although his mother has sent me all papers from USA. After one year, I have falled in love with one man from Austria. Today I still don't know, why just this man from CA was the only man, I wanted to marry? Why that? Simple reason, because my boyfriend from Austria became my ideal man, but not for marriage. In fact, later by Regression (because of pains), I have "seen" him, he was my husband in Past life and I was hanging up myself because of him.
We have sepparated in this life, because he went back to Austria to the Army and I went to Montreal and stayed there for only five months. I was afraid of cold winter there and have left.
After all, I came back to my country (doesn't exist anymore). I didn't marry, lost the child with my Austrian friend and have no children (my 5th and 7th house are not good). I was feeling, like all is over and it was. 1977, I have started to work in tourism and was working in the same branche (reception, tourist office, representative, tourist guide) until 2001.
About men: there was no man, as were those two. Only someone like my Austrian love could be right. I had only good friend, Libra for 8 years. That is all. Beside that my health was worse and worse and all I think is, how to solve that problem?
When my Jupiter became direct, at once there were younger men around me, 16, 18, 24 years younger (I knew their date of birth, they didn't know from me). I can't be with so much younger men! Maybe I was punished and became more and more sick? I see, that I must live, because if I do the same, I will suffer again. I am not in love with the life at all and have tried few times, but my Venus in 8th, ruler of 1st and 8th is protected from Mars. It means, life is going on.

About Mabel: I wrote Cupido and there came Mabel (what is Mabel at all?). Why that?
Believe me, that is first time, I have put so many Asteroids in the Chart. Beside that, now is half year away and still is the same.

I have tried since 2002 until 2006 relocate to London and always were some obstacles, most of all my pains. Also, I was betrayed over Internet, 2003 and lost all my money.
What is worst, I can't get rid of neuralgia pains. Nobody knows, where and what is the cause!

Kind regards,
Estrela

[estrela27]

Here is my Natal Chart, where I don't have:
POF at 20 degrees of Leo;
Mars sextile Neptun
Neptun sextile Pluto
Lillith at 29 degrees of Scorpio.
Mabel?

Estrela

[estrela27]

Hello Aphrodite,

Just now I have hexagram in my Lunar Return, that looks very much like my Solar.

Estrela