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Post by ariesmoon on Jan 26, 2010 20:41:36 GMT
Hi everyone I had to post on this - full Moon at 10 Leo 15 is tight conjunct my Venus at 10 Leo 26, and tight opposite Saturn at 10 Aquarius 27. And one degree away from the Nodal axis (North Node at 9 Leo 26).
This feels like something profound. Something's been building up to this. I'm busier than I've ever been, and there are more demands too from the home life. I am more conscious of the tug between home (4th house - Venus/North Node) and the "outer life" of my 10th house Saturn. More conscious of the need to balance the two so that each complements the other and that one doesn't drown the other out.
Full Moons are often about completion, and the 4th is about endings too, so I'm a little nervous about this one. I'm a Cancerian, endings disturb me. What will it bring?
Anyone else have this full moon on a sensitive point or planet?
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Post by ariesmoon on Jan 27, 2010 19:03:32 GMT
I always forget that whatever hits Venus/Saturn also hits Neptune (10.57 Scorpio) and Chiron (10.35 Pisces). All these planets at 10 degrees! So the full Moon is square Neptune and quincunx Chiron. Both edgy angles. Forcing me to face something uncomfortable about myself, and to give it up because it no longer serves me.
And that's my belief that because love has caused me pain in the past (Chiron) it will do so again. Which is why I fantasise constantly about the perfect love affair - Neptune - but never actually take the plunge, risk my heart, and be brave with someone real (Venus in Leo). I let my fears (Saturn) stop me. Or rather - I have let them stop me in the past!
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Post by Aphrodite on Jan 29, 2010 13:02:00 GMT
Ariesmoon, check the declinations too. Sun 17 S 41, Venus 17 S 41 (EXACT!) and Moon 16 N 00. Vesta is at 17 N 05. All this lines up with the Asc/Desc axis for my local chart.
My NNode at 17 N 24 and Saturn 17 S 55. Your aspects are almost the same as mine. Except you have Venus on your NNode and I have PoF and TransPluto. I have no idea what TransPluto is, but you would have it there too.
What is TransPluto? Is it important? How is it interpreted?
For me, the midpoints in declination are eyepoppers as well. Sun/Uranus, Sun/Juno, Venus/Mars and Pluto/Juno among others. Didn't know I had a pileup at that point!
Love,
Aphrodite
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Post by ariesmoon on Jan 29, 2010 18:43:04 GMT
Declinations - I never think to check them. Thanks Aphrodite!
As for TransPluto - no idea. Will see what I can find.
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Post by ariesmoon on Jan 29, 2010 18:47:27 GMT
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Post by Aphrodite on Jan 29, 2010 21:05:23 GMT
Thanks. Every word rang true, in fact, painfully so. But she still didn't explain what it is, except that it is "something else." By the way, your TransPluto is at 10 LEO 33 - 17 N 36.
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Post by ariesmoon on Jan 29, 2010 23:15:08 GMT
thanks Aphrodite - bang on Venus then!! Perhaps all we're meant to know is that it's "something else". It remains elusive.
With Mars on my North Node today - and conjunct the Full Moon and my Venus - I got a strong sense today of something rushing towards me. Male energy - very impatient - an instant message on a dating site. Wanted a date, wanted it NOW. When I said no, he pushed a bit harder then lost patience and disappeared. Typical Mars - no finesse, just pure energy!
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Post by ana on Feb 3, 2010 12:46:59 GMT
Completion seems to be it . I have Pluto 10 Leo and Sun 12 Leo . I had not noticed that Mars had retro'd back to that position but during this time I finally had enough of the condescending manner of a friend of mine. I am single and she kind of digs me out when her man is at work or away for company but she is a Glaswegian and they do not mince words so she often steps hard on my Cancerian Moon Venus Saturn Toro sensitivities. She did this once too often and in public and I have just no inclination to see her again at this point. It is mutual as she has not rung me either. She has Pluto around 15 in her 7th house. On top of that I had a new housemate, a man and took him in as a friend of his told me he had to escape from a less than desirable house share. I thought of his needs not my own and within days of his moving in I realised BIG mistake. I sat on the feeling from mid Dec to now but the Full Moon brought it out big time and I asked him to leave on the grounds that we are not compatible as housemates.. I am not sure if he has Cap or Aq rising but he has Mars Mercury and Venus in Taurus. He took it very badly to the extent that I have bailed to a friends until he leaves as I cannot cope with bad vibes. I think he is not good at platonic housemates. I have let rooms to others for years in two countries and rarely has it gone so badly so I am bemused. Next house mate will be a girl. He says he is a pacifist. Better be. It is wonderful to have astrology to look at to see the patterns but they are still not pleasant and I am exhausted. And I will be glad when I stop being more Marsy than usual. I have Mars rising but with 'Sappho so I am not very assertive as a rule.. .My cute fashionista daughter has Moon and Sappho in Leo on 7th - her man for 9 years is a really cute DJ They have a very honest relationship. They had a big row the night of the full moon cos he lost some expensive gig tickets so they could not go......... I told her about the full moon and that helped a bit..........he talked his way into the gig the next night but she stayed home watching net tv with her mum-me.
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Post by ariesmoon on Feb 3, 2010 21:58:56 GMT
what a lovely story about the tickets ana! Love it. And no, Glaswegians don't mince words. A friend is living with a Glaswegian man and - well, I keep on his good side! And he does have one - a heart of gold (Leo Sun!)
As for the housemate - sounds like the best result for you.
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Post by ana on Feb 4, 2010 10:25:52 GMT
I had a book on Transpluto once but since it seemed so glued to Pluto at the time there did not seem to be any way to fathom it to me. I can get a bit scattered with all the dif things in astrology - though I can't think how we managed before asteroids.
Footnote on the housemate situation. I was in an art gallery garden cafe having a hot drink and did a kinesiology balance to keep things sweet til he moves out. A vision of an angel/Jesusy figure in white with billowing yellow all around it came to me that I got the name Jophiel for. A lovely loving energy that came towards me and dissolved into me and cured my migraine turning it into bliss. [it is a funky gallery and no one noticed what I was up to.] As my house mate was the object of the kine.balance I am wondering if he experienced anything similar but have not had the guts to ask him. But he is very very mellow. Hope he stays that way........ I googled Jophiel and it is the archangel of creativity beauty and enlightenment..... suitable for the venue..... I have felt mellow since too, just gentle and calm.
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Post by ariesmoon on Feb 4, 2010 18:15:26 GMT
wonderful story ana! Thanks so much for sharing that.
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Post by Aphrodite on Feb 5, 2010 12:14:40 GMT
Wow, Ana! I can feel the warm vibe coming off your writing. Just wonderful! Thank you.
Love and starlight to you,
Aphrodite
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Post by Kim Falconer on Feb 6, 2010 5:10:21 GMT
Ana, that is stunning. Beautiful. Thank you for posting.
We're all thinking mellow peaceful roommate thoughts! xxx
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