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Post by Juliet on Aug 14, 2009 16:52:49 GMT
Hi! Any other eclipse events?? You all might know my bf and I were doing fine, great actually.
Then fate brought my last ex back into my life, shortly after the Solar Eclipse at the end of July. He went after me with a passion, and it felt good, all that attention, but not threatening at all to my feelings for bf, I even realized for the zillionth time just how much I love him. I told my bf some of this, tactfully and carefully, but he pulled back completely, immediately, stopped communicating to me, and went back to his ex on the eve of the lunar eclipse!
Nothing happened between MY ex and me, but the NN is now on ex and mine composite pr North Node at 0.06 Aq, in my First, close to my Drac Mars, and his progressed Venus at 5 Aq. The Moon exactly on our composite Moon at 5 deg of Aries, where his pr Mars is. Something between us was energized strongly, that's for sure, but I cannot imagine the relationship being revived. He will be working throughout August and will be back in the city in September...
I'm still a bit dazzled and shocked. It opened my eyes to how possessive (and macho) my Tau boyfriend is, and how much I appreciate faithfulness, but also how much I love my personal space. Progressed Moon at 3.59 Sag speaking up, I feel it so strongly! Actually, more then anything, I'm quite curious what will happen next, now Venus has just entered my 7th. I'm still wearing my ring though but I'm quite happy to be alone now.
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Post by 3rdhousenorth on Aug 15, 2009 16:52:39 GMT
Wow, Juliet, that's intense.
I also had an unexpected glitch in my relationship, which had been going very well. We've been together 4 months, which is a long time for me! I've not been in a relationship in many years, except for dating men who were ambivalent and continued to date others.
The August eclipse was exact opposite my Uranus at 14 Leo, conjunct my Ascendant/Moon at 17/18 Leo (which opposes Chiron on my Descendant). It must have set off that "gotta be free" Uranus-Moon. But my natal Venus conjoined Pluto desires the closeness we're had. It's been a lifelong challenge for me to have both emotional freedom and that intimacy. Also, Saturn had just moved past my Sun at 18 Virgo and Saturn at 19 Sag, but last weekend Mars was at 18-19 Gemini, irritating things.
So I suddenly was feeling all our differences and it really upset me. All my "why can't I have a relationship stuff". I know how to be alone, that's easy for me, and would be all too easy to run. But I need to find a way to be let our relationship hold our differences, too. Nobody will ever be a perfect fit, and D is incredibly nice to me and a really good person.
Maybe Jupiter is also stirring things up - it's in my 7th and will station on my Descendant/Chiron (opp Ascendant/Moon) at 17/18 Aquarius. Jupiter may be magnifying things - touched off by that eclipse - but it could also bring, I suppose, an expanded vision to hold these differences. I really hope so! Wish us love and luck! We're going off together on vacation for the next few days!!
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Post by Juliet on Aug 15, 2009 20:12:21 GMT
Oh, 3rd, I'm sure it can be done, believe it. Getting into a relationship is not a piece of cake, since one mixes two styles of two people with all their habits, but it is more then possible to have both emotional freedom and closeness. I've lived it quite some years in the relationship with my childrens dad. As long as it isn't stifling, huh? Being great friends helps. For me (how earthy) physical and practical closeness, fun, the occasional argument and regular sex work best, I like that immensely, but I don't like being 'into' each other or talking all the time. I was wrong about the degrees of the lunar eclipse of the 5th of August, it was smack on my Chiron at 13 deg of Aq. Well, something definitely shifted. I do keep the ring though, I really loved being with R. Also, I have to be honest, we're both no strangers to the on and off principle, so we'll see. My girlfriends just sighed and asked: 'For how long?' I really do not know what will happen this time. For the time being, I feel not bad at all. The universe is full of possibilities plus it was great re-meeting my ex and feeling all the old hurt gone. I just looked into the synastry between my bf and his ex, and my vertex and her Mars and comp Moon and NN of their relationship (since their story began years ago, they've never been longer together then six weeks though) are all at 22 deg of Leo. So it is all too much intertwined for my liking anyway. It made me shudder. 3rd, you two have a wonderful vacation! Love and enjoy!!
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Post by Juliet on Aug 15, 2009 21:45:22 GMT
Oh, wow, guess where the Sun is tonight? At 22 deg of Leo! Right at my Vertex.
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Post by ariesmoon on Aug 18, 2009 18:58:29 GMT
Maybe not the right thread, but ... too good to miss, this one! Upcoming Leo New Moon is at 27.32 Leo. My natal Uranus 27.35 Leo in the 5th. Expect the unexpected, I think! All that Sun/Moon energy ramping up an all-too-quiet Uranus in the 5th. There's a rebel there waiting to get out, a rebellion waiting to happen ...!
I have surprised myself in the last couple of days and have signed up to an internet dating site, something I never thought I'd do!
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Post by Juliet on Aug 18, 2009 21:20:23 GMT
Well, Aries, that's what Aries Moon girls do! Great, I love it. Good for you!
Meanwhile, I'm having all these strange experiences when meditating. Could it be the eclipse on natal Chiron in 1? Whenever I start coming really into it, very easily actually, (I just count from one to ten, one to ten, and concentrate on the point two fingers below my navel) I feel a sort of click, almost hear it, and then all my energy and focus starts whirling in my third eye, and my body starts swaying. It is rather delicious and very cleansing. Has someone else ever experienced something like it? Love, Juliet
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Post by Juliet on Aug 31, 2009 19:19:48 GMT
Oh Kim, I'm so happy for you and for your son and daughter in law, I just read about the baby being expected!!!! And so soon! Lots of babies this year for you, with books and all. I'm sorry the book is still not available where I live, but I'm sure it will soon.
Eclipse events: nine years ago the exact same thing happened as did a month ago. I met the guy I fell in love with and it kept me from getting back with the father of my children, a thing I never regretted. Nine years ago, so the nodes have traveled almost half circle...
Now this same guy (or what he represents to me, freedom, creativity) eclipsed my fiancee from my life and I do not have any regrets. It's strange, maybe we will never get together, I'm pretty sure we won't, but he is of great importance to my life direction, that's for sure. His energy and what it evokes in me. He is the only guy that I have strong Eros-Psyche contacts with, conjunct Eroses in my 8th conjunct my Psyche and his Psyche is conjunct my NN. And a lot of Pluto. But the relationship never got of the ground and that got me stuck and eventually really growing, because the status quo annoyed me enormously. That's a lot to be thankful for... I wish we could be friends...
I've discovered there are some pretty important points in the Zodiac that keep coming back in my life, That's the vertex at 22 deg Leo of course, but 0-3 deg of Aq qualifies too, as do 23 deg of Cancer (there's nothing in my natal though) and 23 deg of Libra, same here. Light to you all, Juliet
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Post by 3rdhousenorth on Aug 31, 2009 23:49:38 GMT
Oh, 3rd, I'm sure it can be done, believe it. Getting into a relationship is not a piece of cake, since one mixes two styles of two people with all their habits, but it is more then possible to have both emotional freedom and closeness. I've lived it quite some years in the relationship with my childrens dad. As long as it isn't stifling, huh? Being great friends helps. For me (how earthy) physical and practical closeness, fun, the occasional argument and regular sex work best, I like that immensely, but I don't like being 'into' each other or talking all the time. 3rd, you two have a wonderful vacation! Love and enjoy!! Thanks, Juliet! We had a lovely vacation, and I've felt much better about things since. I also agree about many of the things that work - being good friends, physical closeness, affection and good regular sex! But I still have things to work out emotionally myself, and it's my stuff I can see. Aries South Node has to learn that Libra stuff! And balance out my Moon-Uranus with my Venus-Pluto. And he's a Scorpio Moon, so time with him tends to be with him. Still, I find him pretty easy to be with - good synastry overall. BTW, I like that 23 Libra point you mentioned - it's where my North Node is! And those Eros/Psyche connections with your guy - I can understand how strong that attraction must be.
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Post by Juliet on Sept 1, 2009 7:09:29 GMT
Great for you, 3rd! is Venus/Pluto and Moon/Uranus in love so very different? It both represents a certain tension in closeness, or am I mistaken? And it both depends on how you handle your own issues.
Where is the NN of your composite with him? My upcoming solar return (Thursday) puts Venus on natal Uranus in 7. Natal Jupiter in 8 sextiles natal Uranus, so I bet there will be many unexpected developments in relationships this year. I'm a bit tired right now... but I know my kids, family and friends coming over will boost that energy! I'm happy for you!
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Post by 3rdhousenorth on Sept 1, 2009 12:17:12 GMT
I think Venus/Pluto wants intense closeness and Moon/Uranus wants independence. I should also say that my Venus/Pluto (conjoined, but also closely conjunct Mercury) is also sextile to Jupiter and Neptune, which I think lightens Venus/Pluto's power issues. In out composite, the North Node is conjunct Pluto in the 4th! (It gets sextiles from both Neptune and Jupiter in 6th.) We also have a nice Sun/Venus conjunction in our composite, but also Moon/Saturn conjunction in the 5th -- and these are square each other. Sigh. Synastry, as I said, is all very nice!! Wow, that should be exciting. Let us know what happens! And happy birthday, fellow Virgo!! (mine is 9/11) My upcoming solar return has Moon in the 7th trine Saturn and sextile Uranus, MC conjunct my natal Venus/Pluto. SR Venus will be conjunct my natal Ascendant/Moon and SR Jupiter opposite conjunct my natal Descendant/Chiron.
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Post by Juliet on Sept 1, 2009 22:43:01 GMT
Dear 3rd, I believe that both Moon/ Uranus and Venus/Pluto have some ambivalence about (in)dependency and strengthen the natural human ambivalence about closeness versus distance. Animals have it too, watch a couple of cats or doves for some time and one sees the same behaviour: now you have me, now you haven't, now I notice you, now I don't.
The sweet closeness of Venus combined with the need for transformation and rebirth of Pluto has some ambivalence, the vulnerability and the need for security of the Moon combined with that quirky Uranus (and I have an natal inconjunct Moon Uranus) results in some ambivalence. It might be a different ambivalence, but nevertheless.
I had a great night, nine years ago revisited again, it's getting quite exciting. The father of my kids and my mom and the kids had a feast for my sons birthday, he is 25 today. (happy bd to your son, Kim!) This was the first time in nine years we had dinner together and we had a great time. Before I arrived at the restaurant I met two mutual friends of ours who I hadn't seen in -again-nine years. Earlier today my daughter met a former mutual female friend of her dad and me she had not seen for nine years ( my daughter and I have conjunct Mercuries). Do not worry, her dad and I won't get together again. What I noticed and felt, was the wonderful excitement we've always had, the fun and mental stimulation, but there has never been a lot of sweet tenderness and simple warmth between us, (which were qualities my last bf and me did have plenty of in our relationship) and that is visible in the composite. This is such a strange and somehow wonderful time!
Yes other Virgo, your Venus/Pluto might be rather visible this coming year!!! Your SR spells relationship.
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Post by 3rdhousenorth on Sept 3, 2009 1:30:39 GMT
Thanks for your insights, Juliet. Yes, I think I have lots of ambivalence no matter who I'm involved with, so better to accept it than to fret and think this one might not be right just because of my natural fears and emotional swings, my own stuff. It seems like whenever I've found myself nearly overwhelmed with fears about things when I'm home during the week by myself, he makes it better by calling me or by sending me some sweet email (his Venus trines my Sun and squares my Moon/Ascendant/Uranus; he has a nice natal Venus-Saturn sextile himself, much steadier!).
Anyway, yes, relationship seems to be a focus this year in my SR. Plus tPluto trines my natal Venus/Pluto for another year to come! And in October my pMoon will move into Cancer, where it will sextile my Venus/Pluto (his pSun moves into Cancer in January as well). Seems like a more comfortable space for my pMoon to settle in. And that transiting Neptune/Jupiter/Chiron all in my 7th...
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