Will I ever get right therapy?

[Kris]

Hi Juliet,

I could not write as straight and blunt as you. Thanks. I remember having done a reading for you concerning finances.. Was it you Your advise on house episode is still fresh in my mind.

Estrela's response (dated 26/10/2007) to my advice was shocking. I followed with 3 dry statements which now look meaningless as she edited and removed a large portion of her response.

I hope she would come back from illusion and wish her GOOD recovery

warmly
Kris

[estrela27]

Hello Kris,

I am sorry again, that I wrote it to you.

I have terrible pains and have no idea, who is going to help me? That is reason, that I react so as I did.
I had Head CT Scan and there is something new on my brain (something like infarct of brain celebri). I have got letter from Hospital two days after I wrote all that. My doctor gave me some pills and all night I have felt my head is going to break. I had terrible compression all over head and didn't sleep all night. Then I have stopped with them. Good thing is, that have some pills from London (they are only in UK, in all Europe), that help me to go out of apartment. Otherwise I would be in bad, all day.
I know, it is not nice from me, to react so to somebody who wants to help me, but I am helpless, angry and very afraid of all.
You can't imagine, what means spend 18 years to find a cause; 18 years loss of time and money. In fact I have lost all, except my life, that I want to end as soon as possible.

About Homeopathy I have tried twice, different. It didn't help me.

Six years ago (2001) I have called one Clairvoyant to capital of my ex-Country (for free). It is very strange, how this man has described the area I live (it is not good fom my health and I have to leave it). He told me something very strange: I should have (already) one operation and after that I can have normal life. In winter 2004 (X - rays) there was found benign tumor on my right shoulder joint and should be operated. Scintigraphy didn't show, where it comes from. So, they can't do any operation.

I have posted Horary question in other Horary Forum about my health, in March 2007. The answer was: I will have operation in abroad. Now are more than 7,5 months and there is no operation and no abroad.

Different Health Forums (English and German) are full of my mails, because I have more diagnosis, not only one. If somebody was born with small Thyroid (I was told about my Thyroid, 2005 in Austrian hospital, where I took sleeping pills), it is normal that there come many other pains (I am studying medicine alone and search all about that, what can help me).

Thank you again and here I finish with writing about my pains,
kind regards from Estrela.

[estrela27]

Hello Juliet,

Thank you for reply,

Here are neck, eyes and face pains only reflex pains, what means there is cause somewhere else. As you can see my answer to Kris, I have lost 18 years only to find a cause. I am still on the beginning. There is something new by Head CT Scan, I don't understand very much, what in fact is it? Now, have to wait for Neurologist another one month.
Many years ago has helped me Neurologist in abroad with only one injection: between neck and shoulder. Pains were over! For five years. It is like chronic cancer, that one day comes back, even if the people think, they are cured.
Now, many of them say to me, I have to find this doctor and ask him what exactly he gave to me? Very funny! He is far away first, second I don't know his name; is he alive; does he work and I am not Clairvoyant, to "see" all that.
I know, that I don't react right many times. In all despair, I wrote to my two sisters, why they didn't help me last four years (years of hell)? It was totally wrong from me (they couldn't help me) and they are no more in contact with me (both are in other countries).

I can say only one thing:

POOR PERSON WHO IS ASKING FOR ANY HELP!

Especially when is question about health. It is much, much better to give help than ask for it. I was happy in one Forum (about 6 months) where I did help (with explanations, advices ect.)
When I ask for any Help, there are problems. It seems, my destiny is to help and not to beg for it (I feel after all, like some kind of Gipsy or Closhard)!

About Mars, you write:
I have posted Horary question to myself, there was always Mars just in 8th house (operation, death).

I finish all questions about my health. If there will be better, maybe I come back and in some way will pay all good advices.

Kind regards,
Estrela