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Post by Kim Falconer on Aug 31, 2006 22:16:59 GMT
Everyone, there is a great deal of emotion here!
I too have felt a certain intensity (all my Leo is in my 12th, save the last degree) and it comes from a very deep place.
Juliet, if you cancel, I'm coming straight over and taking you to him!
Seriously, you must be courageous.
I think that is something that Eros in Leo, in any fire sign, can offer.
Courage!
Warm wishes, Kim
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Post by Amoroso on Sept 1, 2006 1:00:20 GMT
Juliet,
Don't be afraid. Just spend some time in reflection and meditation, and the Universe will greet you with open arms. I understand the ambivalence, but I have had some experiences this week that reminded me how much being honest with one's own motivations and energies can clear the way for good things to happen.
You wrote "Dear A, Do you expect a fight??" What did you mean by that?
Love, Amoroso
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Post by jamma on Sept 1, 2006 5:49:47 GMT
Hi Everyone, I am having so much trouble concentrating these days -- hard to even post replies, let alone make worthwhile contributions ... Don't know what I expected from Thalia conjunct Eros today, but what I did wasn't exactly humorous (well, in a way, I suppose, but it was motivated by sheer frustration) ... D has been here fixing the dry-rot on my house because it's scheduled to be painted this weekend ... but the work has been slow-going and I've been worrying he won't get finished on time ... Then this afternoon, the GF calls him, wanting him to come home early so they could go to the local farmers market ... I just lost it and made some crack like, "can't she do ANYTHING on her own?" ... he looked sheepish and replied, "she doesn't like to," sounding resigned, like a long-suffering martyr ... Then I surprised myself by voicing a thought that had been running through my head this past week: "You know, if I had a choice between a beautiful treasure chest filled with precious jewels and a monkey who hit me over the head all the time, I know which one I'D choose!" ... Then, uncharacteristically, I left the room, went into my bedroom, pulled the covers over my head and went to sleep ... Normally I would have been afraid of offending him, but at that moment I just didn't care ... Turns out he stayed and worked ... when I woke up he had accomplished a lot ... and I got some much-needed sleep (been existing on 4-5 hours a night for weeks) ... Wonder what the rest of Eros' hook-ups will bring ... Much love to all, J
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Post by Juliet on Sept 1, 2006 8:06:48 GMT
Amoroso! By asking you if you was expecting a fight I was referring to this quote:
Sounds a lot like surrender... as Jade already concluded.
Blue, how are you feeling now??
Kim, I was joking about cancelling. A bit. No expectations and no assumptions, I hear you! I'm looking forward to exchange thoughts and feelings with him again. Conjunct Mercuries. I showed behaviour with him that in the past would have made me feel like a groupie! And this for me is not much more then showing a sexually attractive guy that I like him, or taking the initiative to sit next to him! Really, that used to be humiliation to me! ;D And he touches my Pluto big time. We both have been more or less consciously celibate for a few years.
Jamma, what makes you sleep so little?? I'm glad you slept, sounds like a truely liberating afternoon!
Samina, is it new energy, of is it old energy handled with a different attitude?? In 1988 (I had my second son in Oct 1987) two friends of mine died of cancer. I could not cry, I felt awful and emotionally stuck, almost guilty about staying alive. This feeling of having to deserve life and happiness has been a long time issue for me, and it is one of the things that is healing right now. The issue came up when my dad died of cancer when I was 18, and full of heavy and immature Moon and AC in Cap responsibilty, and very intent on 'solving' life on my own.
Jade, my experience with more challenging transits through the houses is that the energy of the process gets all revved up in the last degrees of the house. Would fit your experiences with your mom.
That is exactly what I 'gained' through my depression.
Thanks to all, and love, Juliet
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Post by jk on Sept 5, 2006 14:46:12 GMT
Hi all,
Well i was away for a month and not able to follow Eros's journey (no computer access) And i return in time to find it oppossing my Juno (we'll see how that goes).
And it, along with pandora and persephone, will be oppossing my natal Eros at 16 deg. and also oppossing the Libran fellah's Mars at the same time - Good Lord! openeing up and digging deep sexually - double fold?? . And yes, that's right, he and i are definitely back together. The time we spent apart - pretty much most of July, with the Eros in Gem transists- made him realise how much i meant to him and how much he missed me.
I wonder where these next transits will take us. We are both happier this time around (his Mars energy has been almost completely transformed -much to his relief - god only knows what this transit is capable of??) But I still think that the overlying calmness of our relationship hides a turmoil underneath - it brings up stuff of that we've both hidden for years (sexual and intimacy issues) He is very slowly opening up and i am learning to relax. What will Pandora bring, i wonder?
I've certanly missed this Eros resource and this forum over the last few weeks!!
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Post by Kim Falconer on Sept 5, 2006 22:04:36 GMT
jk,
Great news about the re-union and transformed feelings in the relationship. Let us know how things progress, and you are right...there is always 'more' to come up!
Warmly, Kim
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